Chapter 4, Fleeting Moments

After the afternoon, a gentle autumn rain began to fall outside. Huan Sha sat in the pavilion by the pond, playing the guqin. Dressed in light garments, her long hair cascaded softly down, and the mist rising in the rain made her appear ethereal.

She thought that as long as she took care of the wound, as long as she waited for the poison of the mandrake to dissipate, and as long as she avoided this heavy rain, he would be fine. However, his body grew increasingly hot, trembling continuously, and his breath gradually became erratic

She was taken aback, only hearing the sound of the wind and the cries of cranes, as countless arrows shot towards them, swiftly slicing through the raindrops. The arrowheads glimmered with an icy blue light; even the most agile steed would fall to the ground, spitting blood, if struck by an arrow.

I have never taken care of women

If you cannot provide her with what she desires, then do not disturb her peaceful life

She raised her eyes to his lowered face, the crystalline raindrops flowing over his fleeting gaze, making him appear so gentle and so close.

"What does it mean that I live in your palace, and what is my status?" There was a hint of expectation hidden in Xue Luo's bitter smile

I will have someone take you to Xuanguo, where you will reside in the residence of King Yu from now on

Quite good? You can deceive others, but you cannot deceive me. Your vital energy is damaged, and the parasitic insects have entered your body. You are injured all over, and your internal energy is extremely cold and yin. If you continue like this...

I believe

Before she could ponder his words deeply, she suddenly felt her body lighten, and before she knew it, she had been lifted by him and was flying out of the courtyard, landing on the back of a galloping horse. He held her tightly from behind as she struggled, urging the horse to gallop, with raindrops splashing beneath the hooves.

Huan Sha immediately grabbed his hand: "You finally woke up, does your body still hurt?"

The night wind blew against his soaked clothes, and his body trembled like a candle flickering in the wind. He shivered as he said, "It is so cold, may I hold you for a moment"

Where are you taking me

With her delicate crimson lips, profound gaze, and subtle charm, even the purest lotus appears vulgar in her presence. She is Xue Luo, the female doctor who saved his life

It seems that you have not taken good care of it

Later, she simply avoided him, spending her days either in the pharmacy helping Shueluo sort herbs, accompanying Shueluo to the mountains to gather medicinal plants, or hiding in her room in a daze, knowing that Shueluo would take good care of him. On the evening of the fifth day, Huansha was in her room admiring the sunset when she suddenly noticed a pair of figures lingering in the courtyard.

Hearing Xueluo say she could not remember him, Huan Sha carefully observed Yu Wen Chutian's reaction. She recalled that he had once said: his heart was devoted to only one person, and that woman had already forgotten him. Could that woman be the ethereal and immaculate Xueluo before her? It was possible, very possible.

Her long hair cascades down, serene and flawless, with delicate features and an aura as subtle as an orchid. Dressed in white, she resembles a lotus blooming in water, exuding a faint, sweet fragrance, embodying utmost gentleness. Such a woman is utterly irresistible to any man, yet Yu Wen Chu Tian treats her merely as a beloved younger sister. How profound must his obsession be to remain so loyal to that woman?

Hmm. Yu Wen Chutian was half leaning against the bed, his gaze reflecting the sunlight, making it difficult to distinguish between light and shadow. "It's been a long time, how have you been?"

In this state, I would rather die than close my eyes!

Of course, it is different. She used to be unable to see through him, to fear him, to be cautious in approaching him. ... After last night, her feelings towards him ... . ... It is a tangled mess, her emotions in disarray, yet he remains nonchalant, as if nothing has ever happened.

I am fine, how is Huan Ling... is she doing well?

A solitary wisp of smoke rises straight up, the vast sky appearing distant and ethereal. As I walk along the small path winding through the mountains, I turn back to look, and the courtyard of Xueluo becomes increasingly blurred.

As Yu Wen Chutian held her and broke through the encirclement, executing his lightness skill to soar into the air, four daggers simultaneously sliced through the rain and flew towards them at an astonishing speed

She had long known that all his warmth and protection towards her stemmed from her face, which resembled that of Yu Wenluo Chen. Yet, deep down, she still harbored a faint hope that through their time together, he would come to perceive her inner world, which was entirely different from that of Yu Wenluo Chen, and treat her with a different regard. Now it seems that she was indeed being overly sentimental.

He was more resolute than she was, even forcefully pulling her forward. Seeing her stubbornly struggle with all her might, he finally ceased to be indifferent and, gripping her arm, exclaimed: "What must I say for you to understand? If a man truly cares for you, he will not concern himself with whether you are pure or not"

It is a secluded village, where a female doctor resides, and she saved you

Perhaps

Please wait... Could you find a piece of clothing for Miss Lan? Her clothes are soaked and then dried, it must be very uncomfortable for her... Also, I noticed she has a scratch on her hand, she might have injuries on her body as well, please take a look at her.

He seemed to want to explain, yet this explanation was no different from adding another wound to the already numerous bloodstains

I ... ... '' Another wave of excruciating pain struck, his mind no longer clear, his breaths growing weaker and weaker. Yet he continued to speak incessantly, `` Regardless of whether you ... ... believe it or not, I have truly never liked Meng Man, but she has been loyal and devoted to me, even risking her own life to save me ... ... I cannot stand by and watch her die without taking action ''

He nodded, indicating that he had heard.

Eh? I only know him.

Yu Wen Chutian opened his eyes, propped himself up with both arms, and glanced around at the elegant furnishings: "Where is this?"

So this is what passionate love is, this is the pain of parting! It turns out that she has never loved Xiao Qian, not even for a moment!

I suppose it is because I resemble the Dusty Girl

"I am indeed not a girl of the dust." Huan Sha gently inclined her body; she had not been able to interject earlier, but now that she was mentioned, she felt compelled to say a word, "I am Lan Huan Sha, and it is my first time meeting Miss Xue Luo. I apologize for any rudeness, and I hope you will not take it to heart."

Unlike before, this time she saw his face... Despite the blood covering his face, despite the distortion of his features due to pain, those perfect facial features were still exceptionally captivating; it was the face of Yu Wen Chu Tian

Why? You clearly know that you and she will not have a future together, so why can't you let go and start a new relationship?

Yuwen Chutian said: "You are still young; you cannot spend your entire life hiding away from the world here"

... ... ''

Sherlock smiled at her, but the smile was dim and absent-minded

Sherlock said: "I originally had nowhere to go, it is the same wherever I am"

Upon mentioning Huanling, Lady Lan was filled with deep concern. Seeing that Huansha had made up her mind, she realized that no amount of persuasion would be of any use. Thus, she had someone prepare a carriage and set out herself, not only to find Huanling but also to seek someone who could persuade Huansha. With Huansha's stubborn nature, she felt she had no other options; perhaps someone else would have a solution.

She had just realized that he had shown mercy, which allowed Meng Man to take advantage of the situation. However, she did not understand why he chose to explain such trivial matters at this moment, and could only respond casually.

The reaction to evade had not yet traveled from her brain to her limbs when Yu Wen Chutian had already struck down four flying daggers with his sword. At the same time, he thrust his sword straight towards the direction from which the daggers were shot. However, when he clearly saw the figure of the cloaked man holding the daggers, his sword suddenly halted, and then with a twist of the blade, the sword light traced a beautifully elegant arc in the air before stabbing towards another assassin

Leaving behind a profound explanation, Meng Man departed with her subordinates, disappearing without a trace. Yu Wen Chu, gently touching the wound on his shoulder, leaned against the tree trunk and fell into a coma. She knelt partially before him, her fingertips brushing over the wound soaked in blood.

If you remember, can you accept him

She wants to get rid of you? What do you mean by ... ...

It is ! ''

... ... ''

Oh! I thought she would be sad for a while

Wiping the cold sweat from her forehead, she looked up at the sky outside and inadvertently caught sight of the half-open window, which had been closed again at some unknown time. The dying spark in her heart was suddenly ignited as if it had encountered a spring breeze, burning more fiercely with each moment. She could no longer control her impulse to see Yu Wen Chutian, so she put on her clothes and walked towards his room

She had read in the "Secret Record of Jiuli" that the Fire Lotus can counteract all poisons, but only the Mandrake can oppose it. No wonder Yu Wen Chutian was immune to all poisons; after being struck by the flying dagger, he became completely stiff. It turns out they used the Mandrake against him

She looked around, and at that moment, heavy rain was pouring down. Not to mention the full moon, even the moon's shadow was nowhere to be seen. She carefully calculated the date and said, "Today is the fifteenth; it should be the night of the full moon."

Huan Sha was nestled in his embrace, her entire being shrouded in a violent aura of sword energy. She clung tightly to his waist, unable to spare a glance, yet the sounds of metal clashing, the cries of death, and the thud of bodies hitting the ground all conveyed the brutality of this slaughter.

Even so. This person appears cold and unfeeling, yet his heart is softer than anyone else's. He always thinks of others and strives to be kind to everyone... He has never owed anyone anything in his life, except for himself. If possible, I hope you can accompany him more, after all, you... you are very much like Xiao Chen. Being by his side is the greatest joy he longs for.

Shu Luo's room, like her, is pure white and clean, without any deliberate adornment, exuding an innate elegance and refinement. Huan Sha took off her dress, simply washed her body, and the wounds on her skin, soaked in hot water, were particularly conspicuous

Her piercing question made him retreat as if awakening from a dream, he shook his head, his eyes filled with regret: "I’m sorry, I took you for ... ... "

Well, these are just superficial injuries, nothing to worry about

What do you want to say? Go ahead, I am listening

On the rugged path, she leaned against his shoulder, breathing in his refreshing scent, just like in that dream. He suddenly asked, "Are you cold?"

The subordinate understood, said Mo Ying

As they reached the edge of a small stream, Huan Sha had just sat down to rest when Yu Wen Chu Tian quietly approached. He carefully took out a silk handkerchief embroidered with mandarin ducks from his bosom, dipped it in the water, and presented it to her with both hands. Just as she was about to take the handkerchief to wipe the sweat and dust from her face, she caught sight of the embroidered mandarin ducks on the silk handkerchief and suddenly found his gesture particularly amusing

He smiled, a smile filled with particular helplessness: "It is indeed somewhat troublesome"

Xue Luo lowered her head and slowly walked along the path, her embroidered brocade shoes crunching on the dry fallen leaves, producing a lonely cracking sound

Mo Ying immediately knelt down on the ground and bowed deeply, saying: "Your Highness, may you live for a thousand years, a thousand years, and a thousand thousand years. Your Highness will surely return safely to Xuan Kingdom"

The woman walked slowly towards Yu Wen Chutian and said with a charming smile, "You finally appeared; I thought you intended to hide for a lifetime."

At that moment, Sherlock brought in a clean dress and said to her, "Miss Lan, I have found a dress for you. I am not sure if it fits, so please try it on."

That is something you brought upon yourself

If his tone did not convey a sense of irrevocable separation akin to life and death, she would have agreed and would certainly have pondered the deeper meaning of his words. But now she was utterly flustered, only knowing to shake her head vigorously: "No, I do not agree! You cannot be in trouble; you must live well!"

His kisses became increasingly chaotic, even tearing open her collar. His thin lips and fingertips slowly descended along her shoulders. Such actions clearly transcended the bounds of affection and propriety, aiming instead to satisfy the man's most primal desires

The rain has yet to cease, and a few drops carried by the wind fall upon the heated body, accentuating the chill.

You are different today compared to usual

Do you think that by leaving, you will not cause any disturbance? In her heart, regardless of your presence or absence, her life has already been thrown into chaos by you

The night was deep and the rain had not ceased. Huansha, half supporting and half dragging Yuwen Chutian, stumbled through the mud, her shoes trapped in the sludge. Unfazed, she walked barefoot through the muddy mixture of gravel, allowing her soles to be pierced until they bled profusely. Her dress was torn to shreds by branches, and her arms and calves were marked with numerous cuts. Oblivious to her injuries, she quickened her pace, seeking only to exit the woods as soon as possible and find a place to temporarily shelter from the rain

She did not deny: "... ... Why are you in such a hurry to leave?"

She chuckled self-deprecatingly, how could she be lonely? Even if Xiao Qian was forcefully pushed away by her, even if Yu Wen Chutian came and went without a trace, even if the man who once made her deeply in love and then abandoned her was nowhere to be found, she still had her loving mother and her adorable younger sister, and that was enough

Huan Sha stepped outside, taking a deep breath of the fresh air, feeling less suffocated in her heart. Sitting under the tree by the window, she rolled up her sleeves to examine the numerous scars on her arms, then looked down at her pair of pitiful feet, which were not painful, only somewhat heart-wrenching. After the moment of heartache, she unconsciously gathered her thoughts, listening to the sounds coming from inside the room.

This emotion is quite complex, encompassing admiration for his grand ambitions, trust in his character and integrity, sympathy for his inner desolation, and a vague sense of dependence, as if no matter what happens, she always hopes to have him by her side

He will not.

Upon hearing this response, Huan Sha felt powerless to continue listening. She looked up at the azure sky and smiled wistfully.

"How could you not care? Yuwen Chutian, if it were you, could you really be indifferent? Don't you want to know what kind of man I once submitted to, what kind of vows I made with other men, that I would be willing to bear his child and suffer such a terrible fate?"

Just as he was about to say something, Shueluo Lian lightly moved her steps and pushed the door open to enter

Xueluo weeps and laments: "Do you know? I did not come here to avoid you... For the past few years, I have been living in Cangwu Abyss, and every day I hoped you would come to find me. I even thought that as long as you came to find me, I could pretend that nothing had happened and still be by your side. I would strive to help you forget her and work hard to make you like me."

Huan Sha suddenly felt a bit of tightness in her chest, and after a dry cough, she said: "Indeed, the beauty is like jade, ethereal as a fairy, but you need not stare so intently without blinking, do you?"

Meng Man chuckled, her voice becoming increasingly enchanting: "As long as you know. Therefore, we should find a secluded place to have a good... chat"

He avoided her direct gaze and said in a hushed voice: "I do not want to know! Since you have already forgotten, that past has no relation to you anymore. You have started a new life, and you should also begin a new relationship."

He shook his head, not because he did not want to answer, but because the pain made him bite down on his arm, rendering him unable to utter another word. As for her, she could only help him withstand the wind and rain on that rainy night, continuously calling out to him: "Yuwen Chutian, just hold on a little longer, the rain will stop soon. Once the rain stops, I will take you away from here"

Some things, once they have happened, cannot be undone

Good! She couldn't wait to follow Shueluo away, truly feeling an impulse to never see him again

Xueluo looked at her from a height; she was neither the sister who had depended on him since childhood nor the unattainable beloved in his heart. She was merely a passerby in his life, someone whose presence was dispensable. Even if she was willing to approach him like a moth to a flame, she remained an irrelevant outsider in his eyes

As Huan Sha was about to rub her trembling arms with her hands, she felt a pair of strong arms enveloping her in a warm embrace. Through her soaked clothing, their skin pressed together, and an unusual warmth surged within her body, completely dispelling the chill that had settled upon her.

Good

He was momentarily taken aback, then took out a handkerchief and placed it in her hand. She deliberately rubbed the handkerchief in the water for a while, wiped her face, and dried her hands, her ten fingers desperately entangling the handkerchief, wishing she could tear it in half.

He drank water and said: "Hmm, her father once did me a favor, and I promised to take care of her for life"

She wants to ask him: Who do you take me for? What does it mean to say, "Having missed so many times, why not miss once more?" Have you done such wrongs many times to many people? And am I just the one time you "don't care" about?

The female guard entered his room and immediately knelt down, saying: "Mo Ying is incompetent and has failed to protect His Highness, resulting in His Highness sustaining such serious injuries. Mo Ying deserves to die a thousand deaths for this fault"

The sound of rain was chaotic, the sound of the zither was disordered, and the water in the pond was stirred up by ripples. She admitted that she was somewhat concerned about Xiao Qian, and that concern was more about worry and guilt, as she deeply felt that she had ultimately let down such a good man

Fine raindrops silently fell down his face, and his thick eyelashes, dampened by the moisture, appeared even darker and shinier. Those black eyes gazed at her, as if wanting to engrave her firmly in his sight

Yuwen Chutian waved his hand and said: "It has nothing to do with you. I intentionally want to give Meng Man an opportunity, allowing her to think that she can kill me"

"Are you leaving?" came Sherlock's surprised voice, "But your injury has not yet healed"

Accompanied by a vast army of thousands, Xiao Qian departed, vanishing at the edge of her sight. She stood atop the mountain, gazing into the distance at the border, a thousand miles away, with layers of distant mountains.

The woman also smiled, leaning close to his ear, her hands resting on his shoulders, her eyes sparkling, her voice enchanting: "Yuwen Chutian, you still understand me so well. Then guess what I want to do now"

"The road is too long, and you have an injury on your foot. Let me carry you back," he said, reaching out to support her shoulder. That intimate yet natural gesture made her heart race. She hurriedly pushed him away and took a few steps back: "No need, I can walk by myself."

From now on, at the break of dawn, I will no longer see that figure resembling drifting clouds. In the pitch-black night, there will no longer be a lamp that burns throughout the night. In the midnight hours of dreams, I will no longer find the window closed. When my thoughts are in disarray, I will also no longer hear that song, "The One Who Does Not Return," which expresses endless longing.

It is a mandala

Not bad

Xue Luo suddenly laughed, as if she had heard something very amusing: "Do you think I am living here to avoid you? Yu Wen Chu Tian, can you stop being so self-indulgent? What we had is long over. If it weren't for Xiao Chen coming to plead with me to save you, I would have long forgotten who you are."

Go meet the person you wish to see

In the heavy rain that resembled smoke and mist, she clearly saw the pain in his eyes, profound and deep, as if it contained the weight of thousands or even millions of years.

It is unclear how much time has passed, but the pain seems to have temporarily eased. He calms down and weakly says to her, "I have a few words I would like to share with you"

As the cold sword struck again, Huan Sha promptly released the life-protecting Gu. The Gu insect landed on the assassin's body and immediately burrowed into the skin. The cold sword fell to the ground, and the assassin, attacked by the Gu insect, collapsed and died on the spot

What I mean is—I really cannot provide happiness for a woman

"You will not kill me." Yu Wen Chutian smiled, and that smile was truly enchanting, captivating all beings, even though he was drenched in rain. "You cannot bear to kill me."

Oh? The woman raised her eyebrows, glanced at Huan Sha, and commanded the assassin standing opposite her, "Kill this woman for me!"

Yuwen Chutian, I wait for you every day with hope, yet you have never come to see me even once. I can no longer endure that hopeless waiting, so I left Cangwu Abyss and found this desolate village to reside in. I live here, in a place where you cannot find me, so I can deceive myself into thinking: it is not that you do not come to find me, but that you cannot find me

If you truly care for me, then do not say such things any longer

The bamboo window was half-open, and after the rain, the hibiscus began to bloom, its fragrance wafting in. Huan Sha sat by the bed, watching his elegant brows furrowed tightly, her fingers unconsciously smoothing his brow. The passion of last night had come too suddenly, leaving her no time to react or reflect. At this moment, as she calmed her mind and recalled the moments they had shared since their first meeting, she realized that she had unknowingly developed a special feeling for him.

Yuwen Chutian looked out the window again, his gaze suddenly caught by something, staring blankly at the courtyard outside. She followed his line of sight and saw a woman dressed in white standing in the garden, her snow-white gauze robe draping over a snow-white skirt, a flowing satin ribbon tied around her waist, and her long black hair casually cascading down, adorned only at the temples with tiny yet round pearls.

In that case, she would rather keep her distance from him, gazing from afar, quietly missing him, and that is enough

It won't be long; it will pass quickly. Lady Lan paused and asked, "How is Yu Wen Chutian's injury?"

Returning from Huanling's boudoir, Madam Lan hurriedly approached and upon seeing her, said: "Xiao Qian has left; the Emperor has ordered him to return to Heyin swiftly to guard the stronghold, departing today"

... ... heard a little by chance

Oh," she replied lightly, "it is good to return to the military camp, where there are many important military matters awaiting his decision. Once he gets busy, he will easily forget some unpleasant things

Is it still necessary to try? Killing you is as easy as turning my hand over

Well

To break the awkward situation, she asked: "You are highly skilled in medicine, do you know of a way to help me regain my memory?"

Seeing her act as if she had a deep-seated grudge against the mandarin ducks, he frowned, took a handkerchief to help her wipe the dust from her hair, and asked, "Are you feeling unwell?"

That is good

Alright, I promise you

In the desolate mountains and wild ridges, with her clothes in disarray, she couldn't help but feel a sense of fear, especially when Yu Wen Chutian lifted her face, as she read a primal fervor in his hazy gaze.

Finally, she coldly smiled and said, "There is no need to worry, you did nothing last night"

In a fit of rage, she slapped him across the face, then, without any dignity, gathered her drenched clothes to cover her body and turned to flee into the heavy rain

Yuwen Chutian did not respond, presumably indicating his agreement

His eviction order was so direct that Sherlock had nothing to say. He stood up and said, "Well, you should rest well. I will come back early tomorrow to change your dressing."

Yuwen Chutian smiled and said: "I can no longer protect you. When Xiao Qian returns, do not reject him again. With him by your side, I can leave in peace."

She knew that the man before her was the most terrifying enemy of the Xuan Kingdom, and he would destroy her country, her home, and her lover. When they first met, she had thought about helping Xiao Qian kill him, but there was no opportunity. Now, she could kill him with just a flick of her finger, yet she harbored not the slightest thought of doing so; her mind was solely occupied with wishing that he would bleed less and suffer less pain. When they first met, she had thought about helping Xiao Qian kill him, but there was no opportunity. Now, she could kill him with just a flick of her finger, yet she harbored not the slightest thought of doing so; her mind was solely occupied with wishing that he would bleed less and suffer less pain.

"Miss Sherlock, what is the matter with you?"

She deliberately lightened her footsteps, only wanting to see if he was peacefully asleep, not wanting to wake him. However, as soon as she reached the courtyard, she noticed that the light in Yu Wen Chutian's room was on, casting a pair of indistinct shadows on the bamboo window.

Oh. His lips curled into a faint smile, permeating with a sense of despair.

I will not go," she said firmly

He slowly released his hand

Sherlock hesitated for a moment before saying, "Why don't you sleep in my room tonight? I will sleep in the guest room."

Upon hearing Xueluo leave, Huansha hurriedly hid behind a tree, only coming out after Xueluo had walked far away. She had intended to continue breathing in the fresh air when a faint inquiry from Yuwen Chutian came from inside the room: "Is the air outside good?"

Yuwen Chutian was rendered speechless, and after a long while, he managed to force out a bitter smile: "She is not Xiaochen, she is the young lady of the Lan Hou residence"

The next day, they left Shieluo's home. Before departing, Huan Sha went to Shieluo's room to bid her farewell. Before she could speak, Shieluo asked, "Are you leaving?"

He did not offer any consolation, only saying: "I am sorry!"

Xue Luo smiled bitterly, sat back in her chair, and continued to fiddle with her herbs, clearly disagreeing with her words

You ... ... have you taken me for someone else

Madam Lan did not know how long she had been sitting there; she merely sat foolishly at the table, continuously drinking her favorite Longjing tea, which grew colder and more bitter with each sip. The once beloved rich aroma now tasted astringent. This was the flavor of longing, yet they had only been apart for less than three hours

Huan Sha hesitated several times, then quietly departed

So many emotions intertwined, causing her to unknowingly fall deep; therefore, when he kissed her yesterday, she did not refuse. Thus, when she realized he had mistaken her for someone else, she felt extreme shame and anger. Consequently, when he held her and urged her not to leave, she swallowed all her grievances and did not walk away

Shah, how have you lost so much weight

"Come, follow me." Without allowing her a chance to respond, he wrapped his dark cloak around her, fastened the satin ribbon at her collar, and pulled her towards the door

Yes, almost identical

I want to recuperate here for two days. Please send someone to the Lan Marquis's residence to deliver a message to Madam Lan, stating that I will return Miss Lan in perfect condition in two days.

He raised his eyes to gaze at the distant mountains, where a few wisps of flowing clouds intertwined and floated, intermingling with one another, yet ultimately dissipated

Mo Ying silently gazed at Yu Wen Chu Tian's pale face, wanting to persuade him, yet hindered by their differing statuses, he dared not speak further. He once again bowed deeply and said, "I obey your orders."

Yu Wen Chutian? In this moment, she was genuinely happy, truly happy. "Didn’t you leave? Why are you back again?"

Upon returning to the Hou residence, Huan Sha had just arrived in her room when Madam Lan hurriedly came to her chamber

Fortunately, the heavy rain ceased before dawn, and the mandrake poison he had suffered from began to dissipate. She dragged him to this small village. Fortunately, in this nameless little village lived a transcendent female doctor, akin to a fairy, who possessed all kinds of miraculous remedies. She quickly helped Yu Wen Chutian stop the bleeding from his wounds and insisted that he stay to recuperate.

Why do you choose to live here? If it is to avoid me, residing in Cangwu Abyss would be the same; I would never disturb you

His teeth were tightly clenched against his lips, and the veins in his tightly clenched fists were bulging, as if he were enduring excruciating pain, and he also awakened from the agony.

... ...

Perhaps unable to adapt to the new environment, she once again suffered from insomnia that night. Every time she closed her eyes, she would recall the kiss from the previous night, tossing and turning in a state of agitation countless times before she finally fell into a hazy sleep. In her dreams, she saw the boy who had been hurt for her again.

His back stiffened noticeably, yet he continued to move forward

Xue Luo cried, her weeping was no longer sacred, no longer transcendent, but rather like that of an ordinary woman, humble.

She smiled and unconsciously replied, "With you here, how could it be cold?"

She turned around and smiled at him, her smile more enchanting than the misty rain: "Let us go back"

She wanted to say no, but under those two piercing gazes, she felt as if there was nowhere to hide.

After waiting for a while, Mo Ying attended to Yu Wen Chu Tian as he fell asleep, then helped him extinguish the lights before quietly leaving

Alright, I won't ask anymore. For her, you actually made yourself like this

What is wrong with you? Don't scare me!

Perhaps he just hasn't found me yet

Yuwen Chutian decisively replied: "She is considered a princess, my younger sister"

To truly love someone is not to feel a calm and gentle joy, nor is it a vague and fleeting concern; rather, it is like a fire scorching the heart, and the mere thought of him brings unbearable torment

I am doing quite well now

"Wait a moment, there is one more thing." Yu Wen Chutian continued, "You heard what I just said to Xue Luo, right?"

Oh, I apologize for the trouble

Hmm, because she resembles Xiao Chen too much

Sherlock was taken aback, and the sound of crying was startled into silence: "You actually know? Why did you tell me? Why don't you even give me the chance to deceive myself?"

Huan Sha paused for a moment, adjusted her long hair and the collar of her garment, and was about to walk towards his room when she suddenly saw a figure falling from the roof. Upon closer inspection, she recognized that it was the female bodyguard accompanying Yu Wen Chu Tian.

On the return journey, the sky had darkened, and the steed weaved through the woods. Although she wore his cloak, raindrops still slid down her body, cold and clear. As the brisk wind passed, the chill immediately seeped into her bones through her drenched garments

She quietly stepped out, just about to close the door when she suddenly heard Xue Luo let out a soft sigh, accompanied by a heartfelt request: "Huan Sha, could you promise me to take good care of him?"

Go ahead." Yu Wen Chutian held her down from the horse, "Go tell him that you will wait for his return.

Suddenly, the strings of the zither snapped between her fingers, and the celestial music came to an abrupt halt in the rain. A hand suddenly reached out, grasping her hand with a familiar warmth. She looked up sharply and saw Yu Wen Chutian, drenched and soaked through by the rain.

What old ailment is causing such severe pain

The preparation of this medicine requires precise control of the heat; if the water and fire are not properly balanced, or if the heat is not applied correctly, the medicine will be ineffective, and you will not be able to assist. Xueluo pointed to the herbs placed in the basket and said, "If you truly wish to help, then please assist me by laying these herbs out to dry outside."

Upon hearing this seemingly final farewell, the washerwoman in the courtyard was startled and took a step back, steadying herself against the tree trunk.

Sister? Yuwen Chutian, do you wish that all the women in the world were your sisters, except for her

"Where is Xiao Chen? Why isn't she with you?" asked Xue Luo

He grasped her struggling hand, securing it by his side, and murmured as if in a dream: "After all, I have made so many mistakes, I do not care to make one more..."

Everything came so suddenly that she had no time to think about why he treated her this way, nor why she did not resist. He held her tightly, and the force pressing down on her was so great that she could not bear it and leaned back. His body pressed against hers, trapping her between his chest and the ground, his fingers gliding along her shoulder to caress her cold, trembling heart. ... The deeper he kissed, the more passionate he became, as if he wanted to swallow her whole ... His body pressed against hers, trapping her between his chest and the ground, his fingers gliding along her shoulder to caress her cold, trembling heart. ... The deeper he kissed, the more passionate he became, as if he wanted to swallow her whole ...

Recalling that Xue Luo's two guest rooms were adjacent, it would certainly be more convenient for Xue Luo to take care of Yu Wen Chu Tian while sleeping in the guest room. She omitted the false pleasantries and generously settled into Xue Luo's room.

I have no time left, I still have many things to do

Do not keep me waiting too long

Coldly turning her face away, she pretended not to see the handkerchief and lowered her head to drink a few sips of the clear stream water

Fortunately, although the toxicity of the mandrake is severe, it only causes hallucinations and does not endanger life. Looking at the condition of Yu Wen Chutian, although he is severely injured, his life is not in danger. As long as we help him stop the bleeding, once the poison of the mandrake wears off, he will be fine

"What if that incident never happened?" she asked, her voice slightly choked, "Would you marry me?"

At the moment when his sword tip shifted, another flying dagger shot out from the jungle. Because the dagger came from behind the sand-washing area, Yu Wen Chutian's line of sight was obstructed, making it impossible for him to accurately discern the direction and speed. He could only quickly turn around, holding her, using his body to block the dagger that was originally aimed at her back. In fact, he had the means to deflect the last flying dagger, but he did not want to take the risk. Even if there was a one in ten thousand chance of failure, he would not gamble with her life. In fact, he had the means to deflect the last flying dagger, but he did not want to take the risk. Even if there was a one in ten thousand chance of failure, he would not gamble with her life.

He wishes to treat her gently, yet he is concerned that she may become deeply entangled. Therefore, he constantly reminds her that his heart already belongs to someone else. His meticulousness is truly laughable.

Why can't you heed my advice? I am doing this for your own good

Thank you for your care these past few days

Not cold

"I promised Uncle Qiu and Senior Wei Chi that I would do my utmost to take good care of you. You are my responsibility, and merely a responsibility." His response was resolute and unwavering, just like his sword

But I want to know! I want to know why I remember so many things, yet I do not remember him. I want to know who he is, what kind of person he is..." Her voice trembled like the leaves of a tree in disarray during the rain, yet there was not the slightest hesitation. "Moreover, my forgetting does not mean that he has forgotten. If I marry Xiao Qian and he suddenly comes forward, revealing all the disgraceful things from our past, how will Xiao Qian face me? How will the Xiao family cope?"

"Why are you in such a hurry to put it away?" She spread her hands in front of him, "I never said not to use it."

Xue Luo nodded: "Even his reckless heart is exactly the same."

I would like to have a drink of water

She was organizing the herbs while secretly observing Xueluo preparing the medicine.

Seeing that the two individuals had a multitude of words to exchange, Huan Sha stood up and stepped aside, allowing Xue Luo to occupy the most advantageous position for conversation. Xue Luo did not hesitate either, walking to the bedside and saying: "Very well. I reside in this remote place, which is quite tranquil"

Uncertain of how long she had been running, unaware of how many high mountains she had crossed, she finally saw the vast convoy of military supplies, with the most majestic and valiant general still at the forefront

She nodded without hesitation, reaching out to embrace his cold body. On such a bleak and rainy night, she did not mind using her body to warm his chill: "Are you feeling better now?"

Do not persuade me any further, my mind is made up. Until I remember who he is, I am not qualified to accept Xiao Qian's feelings, nor am I able to do so

You! She turned her head, not wanting to see his concerned expression, but still caught a glimpse of her reflection in the rippling stream. He was still looking at her, "I know you think of me as a carefree girl, free of distractions, but after all, there is a difference between men and women, it is better to be cautious..."

He nodded, his fingertips hesitatingly reaching to her waist, gently encircling it. His body was clearly cold, yet his palms were burning hot, pressed against her soaked clothing, as waves of unfamiliar warmth spread between their intimate skin.

As the days passed, Yu Wen Chutian's injuries gradually improved, but Huan Sha's emotions became increasingly unsettled. Every time she saw his smile and heard his gentle, caring voice, her heart would race uncontrollably. Sometimes, when she found it difficult to sleep in the middle of the night, she would notice the light in his room burning all night long, and she would unconsciously follow the glow to his door. She knew that with his martial arts skills, he would certainly be able to sense her presence, yet he did not call her in, and she could only leave quietly.

Alright, but I need to rest and recuperate properly. Let's talk again once I have healed from my injuries

These are minor issues and do not pose any problems

He wanted to find you and would have come long ago, not waiting until today

"Having made so many mistakes, do you not care about making one more?" In an instant, she gathered her spiritual power and pushed him away, "Yuwen Chutian, what do you mean by this?"

The chilling rain extinguished the heat on her body, and it also brought her an abrupt calmness. She turned to look at him, and he was looking at her as well. In the pouring rain, she could not discern his expression, but she could feel the reluctant strength in his arms.

Not knowing how many times she had fallen, she finally managed to drag him to a large rock where they could take shelter from the rain. She placed him behind the rock and gathered branches from around to shield him from the wind and rain. In the darkness, she also groped around to find several hemostatic herbs to treat his wounds

Alright, I will have someone dispatched immediately to take care of it

"Hold me tight!" he exclaimed as his arms tightened suddenly.

He suddenly stared at her as if she were a particularly strange person. She touched her own face and the hairdo that had been disheveled by the rain: "Why are you looking at me like that?"

The only response she received was a helpless sigh from Yu Wen Chutian

You care about her quite a bit

He gently caressed her long hair, exploring as he wiped the droplets of water from her face; it was not rainwater, for rainwater is not scalding: "Promise me, do not pursue the past any longer. No matter what happened in the past, it is all behind us... Forgetting is a good thing"

Madam Lan did not ask much more, gently patting her shoulder and saying: "You are tired, take a good rest."

Sherlock, it is quite late, and you have had a long day. Please go back and rest

As she turned away with a heavy heart, intending to return to her room, she heard a calm voice from within the room: "Come in."

"Since you are here, why hide and show yourself? Do you not wish to see me?" Yuwen Chutian said with a cold smile. Even though he was severely injured, he still stood upright, not loosening his left hand that was holding Huan Sha.

She suddenly asked: "Are you really not Xiao Chen?"

The rainwater flowing down her cheeks became scalding hot, she cried, her heart ached, she felt unwilling, but at this moment, she could only lift her head and strive to tell him in the calmest tone: "I will not leave, you are hurt for me, I will not abandon you."

The rain fell more heavily, soaking him completely, with drops of bright red blood trickling down. The figure in black finally emerged from the thicket, descending like a messenger of the night, with long hair flowing, resembling distant mountains, eyes like shooting stars, and lips slightly curved in a captivating smile, exuding an enchanting beauty, akin to a proud plum blossom standing alone in the biting cold wind, while all other flowers withered, she alone flourished, a moment of exquisite beauty.

Then you can give it a try

Xue Luo glanced at her, then at Yu Wen Chu Tian, her eyes clearly revealing a sense of confusion as if to say, "What tricks are you two playing on me?" However, she ultimately restrained herself from asking further, nodding and saying, "It is my oversight, I mistook the person, my apologies"

I did not avoid; I simply do not wish to see those I do not want to meet. The three words 'do not want to see' were pronounced particularly clearly by him

Gazing at the moon from her bed until dawn, Huan Sha then got up and left the bed. She thought it was still early, but she saw that Xue Luo had already begun to prepare the medicine. The way she fanned the flames was neither hurried nor slow, neither too light nor too heavy, and her focused expression resembled that of a child who had just learned to brew medicine

Yet she did not reject this intimacy; on the contrary, her body seemed to be conquered, giving rise to a strong desire, a longing for him to embrace her like this forever, not to let go

He is still alive

"Not capable? You are too modest. I see that you are quite adept at taking care of others, which is why you have so many confidantes across the world. Yesterday, you encountered someone who wanted to kill you, and today, you met someone who saved you. Speaking of which, can you handle so many women?" She added in her heart, "And what about me, who doesn't mind making another mistake."

Yuwen Chutian turned and jumped onto the carriage, his figure quickly disappearing. However, the blood that soaked through his clothes remained vividly in her sight, unable to vanish.

She sat up abruptly in shock, her entire body trembling from the fright of the dream

Yuwen Chutian saw that she did not want it, said nothing, and carefully folded the handkerchief, returning it to his bosom after gently smoothing out the creases with his fingers

At the stroke of midnight, Huan Sha awoke from a nightmare, draping a coat over herself and wandering aimlessly in the courtyard. Her gaze fell upon the dark bamboo grove, and she found herself unable to take another step. Looking up, she saw the emerald green bamboo in the courtyard, the forest swaying gently, yet he truly would not return.

She shouted into the distance: "Xiao Qian, you must live well! Live well!"

"Why do you have so many injuries on you?" Xue Luo asked in surprise, quickly examining her wounds with care. "These wounds are all scratches; you must have gotten them while helping him walk last night, right?"

A familiar feeling, a familiar scent, just like the dream from a few days ago, enveloped her in a deep infatuation with the dreamlike state. Yet she dared not indulge in the slightest desire, subtly withdrawing from his embrace.

He treated her like that last night, and now he is so effortlessly shirking all responsibility... She gritted her teeth, barely suppressing the urge to slap him again

Well, that is good to hear. If I cannot return to Xuanguo, please convey to my uncle that Xueluo's father has saved my life. I hope my uncle can treat Xueluo with the courtesy befitting a princess, and I will die with my eyes closed.

He opened his eyes, looked around, and suddenly asked: "Is tonight the night of the full moon?"

Hey, I...

Shah, why do you have to suffer like this?

This sentence poured down like a torrential cold rain, instantly extinguishing her dreamlike fervor

What does it matter again? I am ultimately not his biological sister

She explained, but Sherlock, with a look of understanding, said: "It's just an acquaintance; how could he risk his life to save you?"

She stepped forward and asked, "Do you need my help?"

She glanced at the departing Shiluo, walked into the room, poured a glass of water, and sat back down in front of his bed: "Did you know Miss Shiluo before? It seems you are quite familiar with each other."

Then, she belatedly realized that he had kissed her, which is something a man would only do for the woman he admires

She was taken aback by his words, momentarily forgetting to refuse and to resist, staring blankly as his lips drew closer. She could almost feel his breath, unsteady and faint. No man had ever been this close to her, at least not in her memory, and she was completely at a loss. Until his warm lips landed on the corner of her mouth, the kiss deepening from shallow to profound, causing her mind to explode in a cacophony of confusion and chaos.

Yuwen Chutian embraced her and leaped into the air, catching several iron arrows while spinning, and threw them back with a reverse motion. Accompanied by the screams of those on the brink of death, several masked assassins in black fell from the trees, never to move again

Yuwen Chutian has left, disappearing without a trace. Every time she passes by the Muxu Garden, Huansha instinctively glances towards the depths of the bamboo forest, where the emerald leaves float lightly and the fragrance lingers far and wide. The set of ice jade tea utensils still rests on the stone table, yet the graceful figure that once traversed the woods in the morning light is no longer seen. Reflecting on this, a sudden chill of loneliness envelops her heart, as if she is the only one left in this world, with nowhere to find solace.

Huan Sha was stunned, as it turned out they knew each other, and their relationship was not ordinary

Sherlock stepped out of his room and into the night, as his footsteps fell, crystalline tears also dropped into the dust

There is no major issue now

"Are you awake?" Sherlock asked

He no longer overstepped, sitting upright and properly on the horse's back, yet with every jolt of the horse, they inevitably drew closer to each other

"Miss Shiro." She hesitated for a moment, fully aware that she should not touch upon Shiro's heartache, yet she could not help but want to advise her, "You deserve a better man"

The scene is simply breathtaking, as the setting sun and the clouds intertwine to create a beautiful tapestry.

Outside the bamboo house, the sky after the rain is a wash of blue. Inside the bamboo house, Yu Wen Chutian is dozing in the green gauze canopy.

Hmm. He nodded and continued in a calm tone, "The mandala and the fire lotus are mutually reinforcing and restraining. If I am poisoned by the mandala, I will experience hallucinations and do things that defy reason, without any recollection of them. Therefore, if I behaved inappropriately last night, I hope Miss Lan will forgive me"

"It really isn't," said Xue Luo, questioning. She asked, "Do I resemble Miss Luo Chen very much?"

As the assassin was about to raise his sword, Yu Wen Chutian immediately pulled Huan Sha behind him, his voice filled with a chilling murderous intent: "Dare to lay a finger on her and see what happens!"

"It's not a bother, just come with me to my room and give it a try."

The only two remaining assassins dared not act rashly

Xue Luo and Yu Wen Chu Tian exchanged a glance, rich with meaning. Upon seeing this, Huan Sha deliberately looked out the window and said with a smile, "The weather outside is quite nice; you two can continue your conversation. I will take a walk outside."

He said: "I clearly know that I should not, that I should not reside in the Lan Hou residence, that I should not approach you, but I cannot control myself... I am sorry, I have made you sad again"

Suddenly, the shadows of Huan Ling and Xiao Qian flashed before her eyes, startling her as if she had awoken from a nightmare. She hurriedly pushed him away: "No! You cannot! Yu Wen Chu Tian, you, you cannot treat me like this..."

Sherlock, in fact, I have known that you live here all along

That depends on why you lost your memory. If it is due to external injury causing damage to the brain, once the injury heals, the memory may be restored. If it is caused by the toxicity of a drug, it can be remedied with an antidote. However, if you yourself do not wish to recall that past, I cannot assist you.

It is nothing; it is an old ailment that has not recurred for a long time. It will hurt for a while and then pass.

Yuwen Chutian further instructed: "On the northern side of Fushan, there is a patch of mandrake. Send someone to collect some and mix it with a small amount of silkworm and crushed ice sand to make pills. Be sure to deliver it to me before the full moon next month."

The flying knife pierced through his left shoulder and embedded itself in the trunk of the tree opposite. At the same time, the sharp swords in the hands of the three assassins respectively stabbed into his left abdomen, right shoulder, and right leg

"It is of no consequence, Young Master Yuwen has also acknowledged his mistake. Perhaps it is because I resemble Miss Luocheng too closely..."

Mother, Huanling has gone missing again. You should send someone to look for her. I have noticed that she has been restless these past few days, and I am somewhat worried about her

Sherlock gazed deeply at her, yet it seemed he was not truly looking at her

She has known Yu Wen Chutian for just over a month, so how could she possibly let go? Yet, she simply cannot let go; upon hearing his name, her heart trembles incessantly, and when she closes her eyes, his smile sways back and forth in her mind

Madam Lan poured two cups of tea, handed one to her, and took one for herself, sipping the tea as she said, "Fortunately, I am resting in the room"

She likes him; it is just that she has always known he is a man incapable of love, which is why she does not dare to confront it or accept it

He quickly followed and embraced her waist from behind: "No, you cannot leave. Even if you must go, wait until dawn and until the rain stops before you leave"

Yuwen Chutian merely smiled faintly and said, "Just remember my instructions."

While passing through a small town, Yu Wen Chutian hired a carriage. The two of them took breaks intermittently for about half a day, and eventually reached their destination. In front of the Lan Hou residence, Yu Wen Chutian helped Huan Sha down from the carriage. She thought he would at least say "goodbye," but he did not. ... She also did not say "goodbye" to him, for she clearly understood that they would not meet again; their paths had come to an end today ...

Recalling Huanling, Huan Sha immediately turned towards her boudoir, but she was still not in the room. The maid Xiuyan hesitated, and it seemed that Huanling must have gone to find Yuwen Chutian again. In recent days, Huanling had often sneaked out, returning with a face full of despair, sitting alone in her room, staring blankly at a single spot for a long time. She truly wished that Huanling could be as willful as before; even if she cried and threw a tantrum, it would be better than her sitting quietly, refusing to say a word.

She has earnestly advised him, but the knots of emotions are always the hardest to untie; the comfort from others is merely the sound of the wind in the ears

She did not dare to approach any closer, standing in the lonely night, watching the warm light inside the room, unaware of what they were discussing, so in tune with each other. As she pondered, she inadvertently gathered spiritual energy and heard the conversation within.

She examined his wounds one by one, noting a flying dagger and three sword wounds, all of which had penetrated his body and were laced with poison. As she inhaled the scent of the poisoned blood, she detected a faint, unusual fragrance.

She nodded silently, a tear quietly slid into the teacup

Washing sand in silence for a long time: "Oh, no wonder he would take me for his younger sister"

However, Xiao Qian he ... ...

Meng Man mockingly curled her lips: "Being a prince of Xuanguo is indeed different, your airs are quite grand. Well, I've waited for three years, so I don't mind waiting a few more days. Once your injury is healed, come find me; you know where to find me."

Meng Man! Huan Sha looked at the woman in surprise, realizing that she was indeed Meng Man, the well-known confidante of Yu Wen Chu Tian. But what was the reason behind this love-hate drama?

I understand medicine; I know better than you whether your foot can walk down the mountain

What? She is clearly ... ...

The manner of speaking and behavior is also like

"What is wrong with you?" she asked anxiously, "Is it very painful? Is it because of the mandrake?"

Is the prince trying to ascertain whether Meng Man has any intent to kill you

Through the window's shadow, Huan Sha saw Yu Wen Chu Tian's hand resting on Xue Luo's shoulder, gently comforting her: "Xue Luo, a person as sinful as I am does not deserve for you to deceive yourself here for a lifetime. Even she wants to rid herself of me and start a new life. Why don't you go out into the world and find a man who can truly cherish you?"

Do not forget that there is a woman in this world named Meng Man.

She was taken aback: "How do you know he won't?"

Is it about Sherlock?

Before she could finish her words, he had already disregarded her struggles and lifted her onto his back, heading down the mountain. She still wanted to resist, but upon seeing a trace of crimson seeping from the wound on his shoulder, she immediately ceased all movements and stiffly leaned against his back

Hmm. She didn't kill me during such a good opportunity yesterday, so I believe she will definitely help me

Sigh, why is it that he can easily discern the thoughts of others, yet conceals his own true feelings so meticulously, not allowing anyone to touch them? ... It is the same with Huan Ling, the same with Xue Luo, the same with Meng Man, and with her ...? ... In Yu Wen Chu Tian's heart, are they all just fleeting shadows?

Upon asking Xiao Chen, Yu Wen Chutian immediately began to cough violently, the sound of his cough causing Huan Sha to worry that he might cough up his internal organs

Xue Luo was about to speak again when Yu Wen Chu Tian lightly coughed, prompting Xue Luo to refrain from saying more: "You should rest for a while, I will go prepare some medicine for you"

It is the cause I have sown, and I must bear such consequences

The woman chuckled twice and said, "Your internal energy is damaged, and you have been poisoned by the mandala. I doubt you can even protect yourself, let alone have the strength to protect her"

He did not mention it, yet she could not help but ask, so she slowly said: "Last night, you were poisoned by the mandrake..."

Is it still cold

She held the life-saving insect in her hand, originally intending to assist him in a moment of crisis. After a few exchanges, she observed that Yu Wen Chutian was handling the situation with ease, so she returned the life-saving insect to her sleeve. It was not her intention to go out today, so she only brought the life-saving insect she carried with her. This insect is extremely difficult to raise; she had managed to keep only a few alive after three years of effort. Therefore, she would not use it unless absolutely necessary.

Xiao Chen ... ... Yu Wen Chutian, in a state between dreams and wakefulness, reached out his hand, as if to touch something